Rocking Chairs and Falling Masks.

Germany beat Turkey!! Turkey put up a great fight but it was Germany's final minute goal from Phillip Lahm that matters. Turkey played a better game than Germany. They deserve some credit from all their hard work and their never-say-die attitude. Turkey put on a pretty performance but it was Germany who got the ugly win. Although Germany's win was kinda like a cheap shot, they still got the job done.

More than half a million people packed the streets of Berlin to watch the match between Germany and Turkey.[That's more than the population of Brunei!!]

Guys, for those of you who watch football. Guess which footballer's wife she is. If you're a dumbass, I'll give you a clue, her boyfriend's in the German squad.

I'll tell you whose girlfriend that is later. She's really pretty huh?? Her name's Sarah Brandner by the way C=. So, I woke up around 8 today. Went number one in the toilet then drank two glasses of water then Poom! I dropped back into bed and fell asleep. I woke up the second time around 12 noon. My mom brought me for a hair cut around 1. Then came back home, did a little of this and a little of that. Owhh by the by, Mary Jane....I'm still waiting! >=C.

Anyhoo, I realised something. You can never erase the fighting and yelling in a family, a term popularly known as Sibling Rivalry. No matter how old you are, you'll still get into a fight with your brother or sister. My dad did tonight with my uncle. XD. We were making dinner and my uncle saw what I was cooking and went like "Why cook so much?? Later we can't finish"

Dad: Only you say nia la. Later not enough.
Uncle: Later cannot finish throw away very sayang.
Dad: If cannot finish then leave it there lo, since later Andy watch football can eat while watching lo.
Uncle: Ala ala.

Then after dinner, the whole table was eaten clean.

Dad: Nah you see, too much too much my ass. Not enough to eat ahh, not even full yet, only ngam ngam nia.
Uncle: You eat so much later you fat again.
Dad: At least I can got exercise.

Then my dad went on imitating my uncle in a murmuring way "Too much too much later cannot finish"

It was funny man XP. I think I grew fatter =S. I don't know, its either my cheeks are getting larger or my eyes are getting smaller. If my eyes get any smaller you can blindfold me with a shoe string. They're like friggin small! Owhh well it's what chinese have to live with.

I hope Spain beats Russia tonight. I seriously hate that Russian coach. I wanna see him suffer. My prediction for last night's match was Germany 3 - 0 Turkey. At least I got the 3 right XP. So tonight I'm going for Spain 2 - 1 Russia. Owhh and guess what?? More than 10,000 people are participating in this trend thing where by if Spain wins the Euro Championship, they're all gonna shave their heads bald. And the number of people participating is growing by the hour. So yeah if Spain wins, we gonna see loads of Mr.Sims in Spain. =D

And last but not least.

Sarah Brandner.

Who is the lucky man?? Well, her boyfriend wears the number 7 German Jersey, the dude with the yellow hair. Man of the match against Portugal and scored a goal against Turkey. He is non other than Bastian Schweinsteiger. Rumours say he's going to Chelsea, he's gonna dominate the English Premier League if the rumours are true. =S.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Being an Andy is way better than being a Mary Jane.

Today seemed like on of those good days, but then it happened. I lost all three maths papers. I don't really care about it that much. Probably a few stares from the black bitch and some nagging. I'm just too lazy to go and look for it.

My third day at home today. Can't really go out with a hideous face can I?? Did my usual stuffs, download, download, music, download, chat, chat, download. Going down to Miri this Friday. Good thing there aint any football matches by then. I'm supporting Germany tonight. Got my new Germany jersey. Turkey better suck tonight. I'm tired of watching those assholes win.

Anyhoo, chatted a hella lot with JB today. For those who is going "Huh?? Who the fuck is JB??" well, JB = Ells. What does JB stand for?? You don't have to know. Seeing the way I chatted with her, I realised something. I've been using the word man alot when I chat with people =.=". I wonder where I got it from. And I started using yo too. Must be from some movie, I cant really remember.

Oh good, my 27 dresses download is done =D. Damn guys, you have got to try this pack of chips. They're called Thins, the most delicious chips I have ever tasted. Sadly, they're only sold in Australia =C. My sister Wendy brought it home from Australia. She brought 10 packets of them. The packet are like the size of those Lays chips. But they cost less.

Speaking of Australia, a funny thing happened. Did you know, when Wendy got back from Australia, she lost her bag?? We had to wait for the next day to get it. And guess where the bag went?? It went to England man!! England!! I've never been to England, but the bag did =.=. And what's even funnier is that the bag came with my cousin who just came back from England. They were on the same flight XD. What a small world we live in.

This is something funny I read in a book.

"Women treat men like food. Important at first, shitty in the end."

Ahh humans, you can never terminate the competition between a guy and a girl can you?? There's no definite winner, and its fucking gay to go "Deep down, everyone is a winner". I bet the dude who came up with that never won anything. He just came up with some piece of shit as an excuse for losing all the time.

A piece of story from an episode in South Park.

Butter is a 'special' kid. He has testicles growing out from his chin. And people were laughing at him. He was soon picked up by other 'special' people and together they formed a union and went on strike so that they would be treated equally like other people. The strike went on for a while, but then Butter got tired.

Butter: I don't think this is such a good idea. I'm going home. My parents must be worried sick.

Leader of the strike: Don't go. We need you here.

Butter: But everyone is laughing when they see my testicles.

Leader of the strike : That is why you have to stick with us. We dont see the testicle on your chin, we see the testicle, in your heart.

God that made me crack up like crazy. God bless South Park, although the writers are complete retards, they made a world a much retarded place to live in.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Your Love Is Just A China Shop.

So...Audrey's in Kota Kinabalu enjoying herself. My two sisters, Cindy and Wendy, koko[brother], my cousin and aunt are all in Singapore enjoying the church wedding that I really wanna go to. Joey's back in Kuala Lumpur having a good time I bet. Maria is in Phils I think, hope she's not affected by the typhoon thing, hope she's safe somewhere. Yazin is busy with his exams before his 3 months holiday. Mary Jane is freaking out over her PMB project but doesn't seem to care no more. And then there's me, sitting here, doing nothing but downloading any shit album that pops up in my head.

I'm okay with staying home. I'm relaxing. I love this holiday. I feel bored, but I love it. I don't know why but I just do. There is nothing that could possibly make my life terrible right now. I'm playing alot of games, my back is healed and I'm doing my daily exercises again, I got good friends, I got retarded friends, I got sexy friends[You know who you are! =D], My plants on my balcony are alive unlike my fishes[Rest In Peace] and of course, I get to game on a computer and two laptops all at the same time. I feel like a geek playing all three at once.

Anyhoo moving on, Spain beat Italy! Finally man. Although it was good news, the performance was the worst one ever, ever since the start of the Euro Championship. The game ended in a 0 - 0 draw for 120 minutes before going into penalty shootout. I could see that both teams had fear in them seeing that neither team were attacking. All of them were in defense position except for one or two. The ball had always been on the center of the field. Thank God I slept sufficiently before watching that match. I would have fallen asleep if I didn't.

Ahh fuck man, few more days and its back to school again. I don't wanna go back to school. I'm downloading tons of movies and tv series and I wanna spend my time watching them. Speaking of movies, Audrey, Jane and I chatted yesterday and I found out that the best well written and most entertaining and touching movie I've ever watch is non other than 50 First Dates. Audrey seem to agree. The storyline was really good, the actors were good, the humour was good, everything was good. I used to watch it every Saturday night and I took the time to go over all my movies just to search for it. I was avalanched by the stacks of dvds on my shelves, some even I never knew I had.

Owh and another movie that is worth watching is Van Wilder: Party Liaison. It is a really really really good movie although it has some nudity in it but once you get the story, it has loads of meanings and the ending was sweet. It's about a guy[Van] who stayed in college for 7 years because he was afraid to face the real life after college. He found his main purpose in college, being a party liaison or party planner for those of you who dont know the meaning of liaison. Until one day, because of jealousy from this guy named Dik, he was expelled from school. Dik hated him cause he had been hanging out with Dik's girlfriend who is doing an interview on the Van for the school newspaper. Van went on trial to report his case on why he shouldn't be expelled. And the words he said were moving and inspiring. The movie had a sweet and awesome ending. The soundtracks for the movie kickass man. The movie with the best soundtracks ever.

Guess I shouldn't be blogging that much, you guys must be tired of reading. I know cause I'm getting tired of typing. I'll just continue on my next post then. But not today, just not today. I really have to find a gift man. I need to give it to someone =D. But I have always suck in buying gifts, so yeah. I'm trying. =D.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

I Asked You Out. When You Said Yes My Head Explode.

One Piece is getting better and better. I'm telling you if you ain't watching One Piece then you're missing out on one of the best anime series in the world.

From Left To Right: Trafalgar Law[Bounty: $200 Million Beli], Eustass Kidd[Bounty: $315 Million Beli], Monkey D Luffy [Bounty: $300 Million Beli]

The 3 strongest pirate rookies.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

A Teenage Vow - Till Tonight Do Us Part.

Owhh kay so what's up with my life right now. Lets see, lets see, hmm... I went for facial yesterday got stuck with this really hot beautician. She inflicted pain on me especially when she took a pin and this really tiny clipper and started poking and squeezing out my pimples and blackheads. The pain was off the scale crazy I tell you. Its like getting pinched with sharp finger-nails. Only this one it hurts 10 times more.

I learnt to respect woman more after that. They went through so much pain just to look good for their boyfriends. The guys dont know how lucky they are. My future girlfriend better appreaciate this! Whoever you are. My face is like so.....Lets just say when you see it you'll go speechless. Its like I'm having chicken pox only all the red dots went to my face. Its like so overpopulated. My face is polluted with red dots. Good thing its slowly clearing up. Mary Jane is scared cause by the time my face clears up, I'll look sexier than her. Baby's ass Mary Jane =D. A Baby's ass. Owhh well, it wouldn't be fun without a little competition right?? =P

I went out with Mary Jane and Izni today. Went to watch Get Smart. Cute little Brandon tagged along with us. That lucky bastard. he bought the ticket like 5 minutes before we went in and there was one seat left next to us, and he got it! XD. People were looking at my face, cause its like I have some disease. Get Smart was alright. Quite funny but I expected it to be better. Great Khali from WWE is there and he's like one of the main characters too! That 7 foot 4 man. He should stop wrestling and do acting instead cause he's good. We went around the mall. It was fun. Playing with the lift. Jane and I did a dare too yo! She pressed the stop button found on the escalator side and the escalator stopped XD. We ran for it! Mine was that I was chewing gum and we were on the 3rd floor, I spit my gum and it dropped to the 2nd floor. I never looked back down. It was scary. And we ran for it!! XD.

Guys, Tuesday Mall?? Hulk and Made of Honour, you guys can watch Get Smart too. Plus a huge event is happening on Tuesday. Right?? =P. I know something only a very limited number of you know =D. So if the love guru ever comes out. It'll be me, Jia Hui and Alicia watching it. Don't you people go bring anyone else! >=C.

Fuck man! Holland lost 1 - 3 Russia. I fucking hate the Russian coach. That fat, white haired, nipple popping, fake gun shooting assface. Man, I realised something. Portugal rested his players on their last qualifying match, then they lost to Germany. Croatia rested their players on their last qualifying match too!! and they lost to Turkey. Holland rested their players on their last qualifying match also and guess what?? They lost =.=". Spain rested their players on their last match too. Will they lose to Italy?? =S. I hope not. Italy has loads of grandpas whereas Spain has all the youngsters. So its Experience against Speed. I'm going for Spain. 2 - 0 Italy. My predictions are better than Shebby's. I should be on tv! Not him! =C.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

My Jessica Alba Story.

Its so hard to bare this. Time passes too quickly. God is taking away the things that are making me happy. This is torture. I'm tired, I get less than 3 hours of sleep a day. When I get my sleeps, I get them by sleeping while sitting. Tears flow every night and sometimes in the early morning. I just can't do this. Everything in me was shattered. My heart beats are heavy. My heart beats are slow and unstable. I'm in a state of depression.

Audrey, will i ever see you again?? God, everything happened so quickly. The day when it all happened. Where the word "us" came to be. You and I along with Olivia were in the parish hall. Just the three of us. Hiding behind the curtains on stage, playing with your laptop and keeping silent every time someone passes through the hall. And everything started from there. The "us" began. Everyone thought we were actually together. You calling me honey and I called you sweetie. Those were amazing times.

How I always hang out with you during break time. While you were eating, I cracked stupid jokes about practically anything and everything. You were the only one who was able to hit me more than 12 times in under 60 seconds. You struck the fear of a hand being raised up into the air into me. The Apple On The Stick thing you do, it was fun trying to confuse you. The time we spent after school, they were out of this world. And I said you remind me of Jessica Alba because of the way you act. It's totally different from other girls. The non stop laughing we had when we were waiting for our cars. Along with Joel, Brendon, Olivia, Ruth, Kiently and the rest. We were number 1 in cracking jokes. And there was once, this happened.

Everyone was laughing cause of a stupid lame-o joke I made. Then you said,

Audrey:HAHAHAHA!! Andy You're Crazy!!
Andy: Only For You.

Then everyone burst out laughing even harder. And I hi-fived and snapped with Brendon. It just came out from my mouth instantly. It was really great.

There was also the time when we had that "fight" on who cheated on who. Our he said she said story. It was after class and I was walking up to the bench area near the car park. And your voice echoed throughout the whole school.

Audrey: ANDY!! YOU CHEATED ON ME!!
Andy: NO I DIDN'T!! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CHEATED ON ME!!
Audrey: SHUT UP ANDY!! YOU CHEATED ON ME!!
Andy: NO YOU DID!! WHO IS MARK JAY!!??

and the fight went on and on and on and on. The weird thing was we were laughing like crazy. And we were the loudest people in the whole school. I bet eyes were locked in on us. But we didn't care, cause it was fun and wacky. We were all over the place. And when you're dad came from the gate. I was like "See!! I brought your dad here!! You're gonna get it now!" and you were laughing about it before leaving. That made my day and I was smiling all the way. People thought I was mental for smiling for no apparent reason. But I do have a reason to smile, you.

Remember Sports Day?? I was swearing everywhere because you weren't there and when you had your long jump, you came. I did my shot put and I got third for it. I went to cheer you on. We were sitting on the grass bear footed and you said you were thirsty. I went out bear footed on the hot road. Jumping and skipping every step I took and I eventually got that drink for you. When you were getting ready for the jump, I went to the sand pit and boasted about how good you were and that I knew you very well. I pointed at a spot on the sand pit and said "See that!!?? My Audrey's gonna reach there." You ran and jumped and amazingly landed on the exact spot that I pointed. The teachers along with some students around me that time were speechless. My prediction was 100% correct. And we hi-fived then snap on it. It was amazing. We both got third that day. I got third for shot put and you got third for long jump.

I remember when we got even closer, you dragged me into the parish along with Olivia after school. I had no idea what I was suppose to do there. And you said "just shut up and follow." The way you call my name, its way different from other girls. Other girls just go like "Andy!". But you, you tend to drag my name alot "Annnnnnnddyyyyyyyy!". We even said hi early in the morning when Joel, Khairi and I were preparing the Brunei Flag.

During the exam week you'd be busy studying while I just sat there and watched you study. Then when the Battle Of The Bands was near, you were getting crazier and crazier because Mark Jay was gonna perform. You were the queen of the day that day. Joel's group dedicated a song to you and called you up on stage. And you were screaming when Mark was performing. They were all good memories.

Sadly, time got in our way. I kept feeling that our book is ending. I know you said that we'll write more chapters together but it's gonna be hard from now on. Without you here, everything seems so much harder. You're my crazy pill. You keep me happy. We had a hell of a run didn't we?? The past 6 months were awesome. Without you, a huge hole is being made in my heart and I don't think I'll ever fill that hole with anyone else. Its just hard to accept it. No matter how hard I try, a part of me just doesn't wanna left go of you. That part made me feel uneasy and all depressed. That part is the left side of my chest. Letting go of you is hard. I just wished God had given us more time together. I miss you, Audrey.

.Andy Loves Audrey.

Loosing You.

I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately. I don't know why but I think its because of Audrey. I can't talk to anyone else cause they wouldn't understand the situation that I'm currently in. I think the only way to ever sleep peacefully again is for me to tell her how I'm really feeling.

.Kuroro Lucifer Loves Audrey.

Our Beating Hearts Are Colliding.

Weird day today. Woke up at 5.20am. Hard to sleep though, I woke up every 10 minutes during my sleep. It was all Audrey's fault. So woke up around 5.20am today and opened my balcony door to get some fresh air, pumped up a lil bit of Faber Drive music and also hitz.fm, waiting for JJ and Rudy to be on around 6. I spent my morning re-watching and recapping of what happened in one piece and I got extra informations from it.

Took a shower, ate a little and off to the mall. Jasmine spoiled the fun when she spotted me =C. I was with Kient, Rafie and Amal while Maria, Jasmine and Niks went roaming somewhere. I watched Prom Night with the 3 girls. It was boring man. Thank God the girls were cute. A thriller that turned into a comedy for me XP. I kept laughing my ass off. When the movie finished, I went on searching for Kient and the rest. I found Daniel and his gang instead. Farez, Azreen, Azwan, Azhan and the rest. I hung out with them until I found Rafie and Amal and eventually found Kient and Brendon.

This was the exciting and nerve wrecking part. Maria forgot to book the tickets and the cineplex was like polluted with people. And the seats for Kung Fu Panda were like out. The only seats left were 3 front-left, 3 front-right and another 2 scattered at the back. So no choice, we had to take those. We were really disappointed with it. But then the man at the counter called us back and said there were seats available now. So we quickly changed our tickets. 6 of us together in a row and another 2 just behind us. It was a good day. We managed to watch it together instead of being scattered everywhere. Kung Fu Panda was nice. Kient went like "Astah!!" at one part of the movie that made everyone laugh. And I kept spitting the popcorn XD.

We got out around 5.20pm. We were discussing whether we should go in for a third movie - The Incredible Hulk. But the discussion went nowhere. So we skipped the movie. Sadly though, we could have watched 3 movies in a row. Saw Jonathan with his friends, my God, still short leii, Just a bit taller and I would be taller than him by a head. Saw Jesnie too. Seems to be doing good. Saw Sheryl and her boyfriend too. It was like one huge get together. So the Primary 6A/6B reunion will be on. Sometime in November. Maybe around 29th. I'll keep you updated. Was easy to contact others seeing that most of them who are now studying in other school were there in mall.

So on Thursday, anyone up for Hulk, Get Smart and Made of Honour?? Mary Jane coming =D. Just tell me if you guys wanna join. It'll be awesome. We watch three movies in one go this time!
Owhh and one more thing. That dude in the band "7 minutes of Fame". The dude who played the piano. The one wearing the specs. He goes to Binoy for tuition XP. He was there with me XD.

.Kuroro Lucifer Loves Audrey.

Audrey!! =C

I dedicate everything on my blog from now on and my songs to Audrey.

.Kuroro Lucifer <33 Audrey.

You Brought Life Back Into Me.

I cant sleep at night,
Just staring at my ceiling.
Imagining the pretty sight of you,
Feeling how I'm feeling.

It's so obvious,
that you have someone else in mind,
Someone that is one of a kind,
And chances are, you'll never be mine.

Is this feeling true??
That I'm falling in love with you,
Although its been only a few week,
I'm trying hard to participate in your league.

Just one small question.
Will you ever be with me??
Give me a chance and I'll show you,
I can make you happy, I can set you free.

I need a little more love than a little bit,
And every time I see you I get tongue-tied.
The words I chose never fit.
Cause there's nothing but you in my head.

I'll help you if you help me.
I'll catch you if you catch me.
I'll love you even if you don't love me.
This is who I'm suppose to be.

This is just something I wrote. And If you're reading this. I know what I'm feeling now. I Love You~ =D

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Why You?? It's simple. It's because I've fallen for you.

Taking a page off from Randy's book - Yo so check this out. I went to the mall today, and bought some groceries and shits and when we reached the car, the trolley was jammed into something and my big daddy toe kicked on the wheel. The pain was fucked up. So I loaded to goods onto the car and we went home. I took a look at my big daddy toe and shit. It was like a black bump there and i think the blood is trying to explode out from my skin. So this is what i did. I took a pin, washed it, heated it to kill the germs and stabbed it right into my toe. Friggin blood ain't flowing. So i took another attempted and stabbed it in from the side. Only a drip or two of blood came out. I jammed that pin into my toe for about 4 times until I got pissed and gave up. I went to wash my toe and guess what?? It wasn't no blood stuck there. It was just some stain on it. And fuck it hurts man. And after jamming those pins into my toe, I had a hard time walking. I kept putting medicine hopping that it'll heal faster. I skipped today's run at tasek lama all because of one toe. Dammit man.

Wasn't able to sleep last night dammit. Was fucked up about something. Damn bitch ruined me. At least the concert was good. I know Audrey had a fantastic time. I wanted to walk away like I never met her, but she's a friend yo. A weird one too. But you're sweet honey!! And Nice too!! Please don't hurt me!! =S And I kept thinking about that girl with that grey shirt at night. Damn you woman! >=C.
I'm tired of being a comedian man. People don't take me seriously enough. I know when to get serious. People think if I'm in a serious situation I'd try to make jokes or pull a rubber chicken out of my ass. I don't do rubber chickens. XP.

So today's father's day. Have you wished your dad happy father's day yet?? So tomorrow mall yeah?? I'd be going around 12. Just in case you guys were wondering. And on Thursday, Mary Jane Watson!! You better show up dammit! If not you'd be dead, woman. Made of Honour and The Happening aight?? =D. Screw Yazin man, he hasn't replied me when he's free. Wanna watch some action movie with that tall, handsome boy. I found a new anime to watch man. Its called soul eater. I first found the anime when I downloaded this one anime when it turned out to be a fake. I got soul eater instead of the anime I wanted. And I know what the guys are thinking, and some girls too. NO!! it's not hentai. Get over it.

Man I saw the picture of us[Joel, Yazin, Leong, Jon, Fu Ton and Me] in Jonathan's blog. We were that tiny man. Should take another one at the end of the year when we have our reunion. This reunion better happen fuckers! Have you guys watched superhero movie?? You have got to watch superhero movie. It is the shit. Scary Movies 1,2,3 and 4 are also the shit. Whoever wrote them is Brilliant!

.Kuroro Lucifer.

My Lonely Heart Just Wants Some Company.

When Love Was Rough,
I softened it up for you.

When Your Emotions Ran,
I caught them and turned them into something happy.

When Tears Rolled down Your Cheeks,
I dried them up and cleaned your face.

When Everything Fell,
I covered you and kept you unharmed.

When People were mean to you,
I told them to blow it out their ass.

When you were humiliated,
I held your hand and said it's just life.

When you were in the dark,
I took a torch and burned the whole sky just to shine you some light.

When You were alone,
I phoned you up to ask you if you would like to be lonely with me.

When You were lost,
I'd be your guide and bring you to safety.

When you felt unwanted and unloved,
I hold you close to me, because I've always wanted you, and I've always,
loved you.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

When The Hole You Left Was Finally Filled.

Life. Such a simple yet complicated word. Why do we worry so much about how our life is going to turn out?? Why are we striving to go all the way to the top to end up as workaholics?? So much concern about one's life. People are dying to live, but for what purpose?? Are we just gonna grow up as normal ordinary common people that roams around the world?? Or are we the few who are able to strive to perfection and do extra ordinary things.

We don't normally hate life. Even though we bitch about how our life sucks and how much we hate it. But when it comes to a life threatening occasion, we would be engulfed in fear, not being able to move. But there are times when the fear of living is worst than that of fearing of death. Which is why we commit suicide, to ease and stop the suffering once and for all. But what I've heard and believe is that, committing suicide is the own choice of that person, and God did not agree upon that decision made by that person. And because we all have our life lines created once we were born, if your line ain't broken yet, then you are not allowed to enter the gates of heaven. Even if you commit suicide, if your line ain't broken yet, God would place you on earth roaming as a spirit until your time comes. Ordinary people would find you, and finally release you.

There will always be war no matter where you go. Not the war you find with army men shooting and gunning down their enemies. The war you have in your head. The war could be anything. Making a life changing decision, can't stop thinking of a loved one, the hatred for someone who has ruined your life. No matter how hard we try, we can never run from them. And for those people who claimed that their life's a bitch and want to go back to the past when everything was perfect. Well, I say to you, you guys are idiots. Sorry to say, but its true. Going back to the past where everything was perfect is a stupid thing to do. Why go back to something that was already perfect?? So you can screw it up?? You can't live life by clinging on to the past. And its just too early for our age to be reminiscing about the past.

We are still able to move, to change, to make a difference. Its not the time to reminisce the past yet. How many perfect moments do you have?? 1?? 2?? Its just not the time yet. Thats why we created memories now so that when we're old and waiting for our time to come, we can reminisce about the good old days. Our legs hinder us from moving, our eyes obstruct our view. We can no longer do anything but remember the past. That is the time for us to be reminiscing. Yeah sure, parties and hanging out with friends are moments to reminisced about, but we're gonna find out that those play a small part in our life. The major events are yet to come. The day when you're finally engaged, the time of your marriage, the moment a child is born, the time spent raising that child, the time when you finally had to let go and the time the two retired couple went on vacations together.

Life isn't about the past or the future. Its about being right here, right now. Whatever task comes our way, we should tackle it one at a time. There's no point in worrying about the future when you're enjoying the present. When it comes down to just the present, you can see that, life isn't really that hard or scary at all.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

No Matter What Happens, I'm Going Your Way.

At last, last day of school is crossed out from the calendar. It was a fun day today. It was fucked up at the beginning of it. Since we had the battle of the bands thing, Joel didn't wear his uniform and he was scolded by the teachers to get out of the school and I had to hoist the flag alone today.

But Joel went to the parish hall instead and I went with him. Us, along with Olivia, JM and Kient went up to to play instruments. Brendon, Sarah and Siew joined us not long after. It was fun, all the singing and the noise making with the instruments especially the drum. We were there from early morning till noon. I went home and change and came back around 1.30 for the battle of the bands. It was cool. Joel's group performed first. The songs Dirty Little Secret, Kiss Me and The Scientist. We were suppose to do Feel Good Inc too but there wasn't much time for us to practice.

Sarah And Kient rocking it out.

Joel's at the back playing the guitar.

The Whole Group.

I met someone unexpected there. Adri!! =D. Been a while since I saw him. Ever since he went to Korea,I haven't been in touch with him. But he's back for two months. So yeah.

Adri And I.

Hafizuddin's Band. I forgot what its called.

Hafiz doing his solo guitaring.

The ever so popular "7 Minutes of Fame"

Derek's at the back! =D. I missed Mark's face. Owhh Well =P.

It was a fun day. And the holiday begins now. When school reopens, I'm gonna be a changed man. No more playing meaningless craps and stuffs. I'm gonna be exercising alot and train my physicality.

Adios People. See you after the holidays.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Winner Winner Chicken Dinner.

Awesome Awesome Awesome Day Today. Why?? Let me break it down for you to understand.

1. Portugal whooped C. Republic's ass with a 3 - 1 victory.

2. The Exams are over.

3. I beat Ming Wei in A.Maths! =D

4. Everything broke today.

Let me elaborate on number 4. The funniest and yet the most humiliating thing that has ever happened to me. You see first Lexell sat on the table and out of the blue, the legs of the table just snaps and bam! he went down like a brick. After school is where the embarrassing thing happened. Arif was sitting on the chair at the canteen area and I went to sit on his legs. He leaned back and the chair leg snapped and he went tumbling down man. Whats worst was that when he fell, he tripped me and i stumbled all the way and smashed into a table. People were there watching man XP. It was crazy. But what you expect for the last day of exams XD.

So I got back my maths. Not bad I guess. 35/40 for paper 1
33/ 50 for paper 2
70/ 80 for A.Maths.

Good Day today. Goood Day.

Owhh and by the way. I'm going to the Battle Of The Bands thing on Saturday. Since I'm gonna be the emcee for the Computer Quiz. Exciting Day on Saturday. And I'm the security =D.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Triple M With A C In The Middle.

Here's some lyrics to the theme song of my cousin's wedding yesterday. I'll get you guys updated on my time during the wedding soon. But for now, I would like to dedicate this song to someone I love. You guys know who it is. I'll always love you. You've always been the one.

This song is gonna be the background music for my blog too.

I Thought About You - Luther Vandross.

So close to paradise, but closer than I should be.
It’s like I’m along for the ride, it happened unexpectedly.
Promised, myself that I wouldn’t ever love again,
But you make me feel something, my mind’s always on you.


I was standing in the rain (I thought about you)
I was riding on the train (I thought about you)
Feeling high like I seem to do.
Every time I think about you.

Saw two lovers start to kiss (I thought about you)
Had to hold back the tears (I thought about you)
Other girls no more exist.
All because I think about you.


Nothing seems to help, I don’t even know myself.
I’m trying not to think of you, but a heart does what it wants to do.
Pass you by, see you smile and I must admit I get
So emotional, I think I’m falling for you.


Bought a pillow for my room (I thought about you)
Heard Alicia sing a tune (I thought about you)
It sends my rocket to the moon.
Every time I think about you.

Right from this heart of mine (I thought about you)
I wanted you every time (I thought about you)
What I feel is so divine.
And it’s all because I think about you.


But I’m constantly reminded,
Reminded that you’re only someone who I’d like to know.
You don’t know me, you’re my private fantasy.
You’re with me, constantly in my mind.


Had a lovely day today (I thought about you)
Wasn’t hard to get through (I thought about you)
Seems to happen easily,
Every time I think about you.

Took a walk with myself (I thought about you)
Wish it could’ve been with you (I thought about you)
But every star in the sky came out for me.
And it’s all because I think about you.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

In Love with M.

Trafalgar Law <33

For my absence for the next few days due to exams and my cousin's wedding, I apologize and here is something for you to read and laugh about while I'm gone.

Go here and also here for two different stories by Kenny Sia.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

God and Satan.

This story from the holy bible was told my Kyle's parents to him when he lost faith for God in South Park.


Mom and Dad:

Joe lived in the East of Jordan a long long time ago, Joe was a great man, he was blessed with ten lovely children, a wonderful wife and many friends. He was the most upright and honourable of men and everyday he praised God. But one day Satan went up to heaven and talked to God.

Kyle: Satan talked to God??

Mom and Dad:

Yes, in the book of Joe said he talks to God and God said to Satan "Have you seen Joe, He is a great man and he praises me everyday." And Satan says " Oh yeah?? He only praises you because you gave him so much. If you didn't give him those things he would curse your name. To which God said "Oh yeah?? I'll show you Satan. I'll take those things away from Joe and he'll still praise my name." And so God had a bunch of barbarians come in and slaughter Joe's cows and donkeys and murdered all his workers. Then God sent his fireballs from the sky and killed the sheep and the rest of his employees. And then as Joe's sons and daughters were eating, God sent a high wind to collapse the house and crush it and them all. Joe was terrible sad but he fell to his knees and said "The Lord giveth and the Lord take it away," and praised God's name. So then Joe got painful sores all over his body. He was in terrible miserable pain all day, everyday but he still kept his faith. God said to Satan "SEE! I told you! Joe still praises me!"

The End.

Kyle: And thats it?? Thats the end??

Mom: Basically.

Kyle: Thats the most horrible story I've ever heard. Why would God do such horrible things to a good person just to prove a point to Satan??

Dad: Owhh err, I don't know.

Kyle: Then I was right. Joe has all his children killed, and Michael Bay gets to keep making movies. There isn't a God.

Lawa story man. XD.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Remember The Forgotten.

Aww man. 3 days of holiday ended in a blink of an eye. Exam starts on Tuesday. I'm not in the mood for studying. I'm already in the holiday mood right now and of course gearing up and getting ready for Euro2008. I can't study even if I wanted to anyways, I left all my books in the school locker. Smart eh??

Man, I got mixed up with the wedding man! The church wedding is in Singapore. Not in miri man! And now I'm having second thoughts about going to Singapore. To be honest, I've never been to a church wedding before. I only see them in movies and they look really cool. I want a church wedding too! =D. Damn, I sound like such a girl right now. XD.

I had a dream this afternoon while I was napping. More like a nightmare than a dream. I was in a huge dark house man. It was like an ordinary house. There was a ghost inside it man. Yeah I know, "andy! this story is so last decade". But there was a twist to it man, which is the reason why I'm blogging about it. I saw the ghost, and it disappeared after I went close to it. Instead of running away, I chased after it man. And I knew the ghost's name =S. I screamed out Jane[ Mary Jane, it might be you =P] I saw it walking pass a window with dim lights shining through. I screamed "GO AWAY!! JANE!! GO AWAY!!" then it disappeared somewhere else, I dont know how but I knew where it went, and I quickly dashed into the next bedroom, it was just sitting there. I slowly approached it then poof! I woke up =.="

I told my mom during dinner about my dream. My uncle interrupted by asking me "You no go ask the ghost give you 4 numbers?? Can buy 4D surely hit jackpot" XD.

Another awesome thing happened today, I was on my balcony smoking crack[ Eating hacks] then all of the sudden out of the blue, a lighting strikes not far from here and the sound of the thunder was damn loud, and whats even cooler was it was followed by this sudden huge gust of wind that blew like a mini typhoon for about 5 seconds.

Owh one thing I should advice you people on. No matter how stupid or retarded you are, NEVER EVER, try to catch a falling knife. I tried once before without my knowledge, thank God it missed. Just imagine what could have happened to my right hand if I were to catch that knife. XD.

Righto then, starting tomorrow I'm gonna be serious in studying. I refuse to lose to people that I know that I can beat. Plus if I study hard, I can play hard too. [I know Mar, easier said than done, I know C=] But it's time for me to walk the bridge I build. So yeah.

Tomorrow I study, but tonight, I PARTY!!

.Kuroro Lucifer.