Friendships...Relationships...they're pretty much one big confusion. I had a good day. Will it remain that way tomorrow?? I had fun celebrating Teacher Annie and Teacher Mawar's birthdays today. As I sat at the back of class, sipping my green tea alone in the dark, I cant help but to smile watching all my friends having fun. The friendships we've established all these years. Will this be our final birthday celebration in school??
To see my friends running with joy and laughter, trying to shove creams onto each other's faces. And to think, 5 more months from now, it will all be gone. Friends from left to right, we might see each other again but I might not get to see them all together in one class. As I sat there, I told joel and Rahat what the future might be like. And there was nothing else to do but to make a toast. Rahat, Joel, Hawaii, Jasmine, Cynthia and I. Cheers to the last year of St.George's School.
I felt like the whole class was a team. No...I felt like the whole class was my family. Seeing Joey taking pictures with Haziq and Hafiz. How Joel took a napkin and wiped off cream from Joey's face. How Dayat tried to put cream on haziq's face and how Maria got creamed in the end. We're a family man. Its been one hell of a run. We've reached half of our journey and the other half is just about to begin.
I love my form 5Bs. Not because they're the only ones I've got but because they're the only class I want to have. Yes, we're playful. I know..But we made memories. And they're all worth it.
Relationships...its funny how everything started off mushy..followed by all the lovey-dovey crap. Then everything slows down. You begin to settle down..and everything goes on as normal. You manage to find out her flaws and you'll be saying that they dont matter because you'll still love her. But that's not entirely true. Once the settling down is over, you begin to get irritated because her flaws has become a nuisance to you and you'll be saying things like "She's not what she used to be." But once you really overlook those flaws, you'll find out that loving her is just that simple.
To be honest, I always thought Aime was the only annoying one. Her sentences always end with and instead of a fullstop. Her letters are longer than my English essay and all the things that she try hard to do in order to impress me, I find most of them annoying. But I knew that she was trying to make an effort in our relationship. And those peak moments when she really gets on your nerves. Those moments drove me into insanity. But looking back at them, they became a chapter in our relationship.
Aime, I realised that you're not the only annoying on in the relationship. All girls are. I'm not being sexist. But they're just making an effort in the relationship. I found that out when I was dining in excapade. There was this woman who ordered a green coloured beverage and she took a sip from the straw. Judging by her expression, she must have loved it. What she did was, she asked the boyfriend to take a sip but the boyfriend rejected. She told him not to be like that and just take a sip, again, she was rejected. She then shoved the drink right infront of his face and demanded the boyfriend to drink it, so he did and he went "Happy Now??" and all the girlfriend could do was smile. I'm not talking about teenage love here..I'm talking about a man and a woman probably in their late 20s. Even they act childish too.
Aime, I may get mad. I may get disappointed. But that doesnt mean that I dont love you. I cant even imagine myself doing things alone anymore. Because everything I've done, I've done it with you and although I may hate some of them, I've reliased that it sucks doing them alone. I need company..I need your company..I need your love..I need you. I love you.
Andy Chung.
