This insomnia or migraine or whatever crap it is, is just awesome.. just awesome. I'm dead tired. I can't sleep, I roll around my bed having crappy thoughts about useless events in my life. My back hurts alot. I get paranoid really really easy with the headache crushing into my brain. I feel like taking my anger out at someone like Jasmine..but that'd be too mean. So yeah. This headache is just awesome..Cant be happier.
You...you know who you are...And I just want to tell you, from this moment on, our friendship is terminated. Yes, its true that I used to like you. I used to go crazy for you, but you were never interested in me. I found comfort in your words even though I knew they were lies. I'm not stupid. I can find the answers on my own. You lie too much.
I was thinking about what you said..and you know what?? Screw you..I'm done playing with your mind games. I'm not some dog that just throws away what I have just for you. I knew how you act, I knew how you operate. You're cocky, you have an ego the size of a whale. You're just like me...but you have looks to back you up.
I used to like you, I still do, but you've crossed the line when you said that my relationship will never last with someone like Aime. I never knew you went down so low. Fuck you. So what if my relationship will never last?? If it doesn't last, I'll make it last. Because dammit bitch, unlike you, Aime actually gives a shit about me and fuck you for saying that I'll never be good enough for her. Its just a desperate retaliation from you.
I know I'm not good enough for her. But I feel that each day, I'm getting better and better. Maybe after a thousand days, I'll finally be good enough for her. I love her dammit! Whats wrong?? You're finally jealous because I'm having fun and you're not the reason for my happiness?? I've worked hard for my happiness dammit, dont try to take that away from me.
Let me compare the two of you. Aime's a princess, you're some diseased bitch getting humped by some other dogs on the street.
Back then, we were young, things you did wrong were cute but right now, they're just non-sense.
I hope you have a 'wonderful' life being an asshole. I don't want to hear you anymore. Your craps, your non-sense, I'll forget them, even if I have to bash my head on the wall till I fall into a coma. Cause that is how much I hate you. Who cares if I lose one friend?? I got loads of them back in my school, and each and everyone of them are fucking better than you. They have something you'll never have, a heart.
I learn alot from you. And I thank you. I wouldn't have been the cocky, big ego maniac without you. You thought me how to be mean, stepping on people who are lower than me. But things change.And I've erased you from my life. This is my last message to you. You were once special to me. But not anymore..Goodbye. We will never speak ever again. 'Middle Fingers To You' - Thank you for your catch phrase.
Here's some 'fun' facts to know.
Did you know that the last time I blogged was on the 23rd of December of last year??
Did you know I stopped blogging on my 100th post??
Did you know starting my 101th post is like starting new??
Did you know Jasmine has a facebook?? O.O"
Did you know that she's in a relationship and its complicated!!?? O.O"
Annnnyyyhooo, so I've been gone a while. Guess I'm back and hopefully I'll stay that way.
What has happened since I stopped blogging?? Lets see.
Things that have gotten less.
- I have less teeth for braces.
- I have less pimple which makes me looks way way handsomer...Right honey?? C=
- I have less friends because they've been promoted to assholes that I love..*cough* Jasmine *cough*
- I find Jasmine less attractive. And i wasnt even attracted to her in the first place.
- Aime having less fat O.O.
- I eat less I think.
And thats all I could think of right now.
Moving on.
Things that have gotten more.
- I've gotten more buff, I can snap Jasmine's chicken neck with 3 fingers.
- Homeworks...they're such a pain.
- I've grown taller.
- I'm one year older. 17 bitch!! That means including this year, I have 3 years left being a teenager =C.
- I'm much more nicer now....I think. C=
- I'm more stressed out. Not because of homeworks. Its because I ran out of things to download and its driving me nuts!
Thats all I got. Man...my life must suck!
My recent happenings.
I've downloaded Inkheart which I didnt get to watch in the cinemas cause people go "Whats that??" and all that crap. So yeah, I'll have my own mini cinema in my room. I've also downloaded The Tale of Despereaux. Maria wants it I think C=.
My life has been dull. Same daily routines done over and over again. Why cant exciting disasters like earthquake or typhoon occur in Brunei?? If a typhoon ever hits Brunei, the first person I'm gonna be looking out for is Joey. She's gonna be flying like how she flew up the hill at tasek lama. Advantage of being skinny. Unlike me, I'm not fat...I'm just heavy. I'm so heavy that artificial horses at the merry-go-round got tired from carrying me. I'm so heavy that when I stepped onto a voice control weighing machine, it said "One at a time please."
I wasn't able to watch 12 rounds starring John Cena. =C My friends arent WWE maniacs like me. Speaking of WWE, WRESTLEMANIA 25 IS IN 2 DAYS!! =D Cynthia said that wrestling is fake....I have no comment XD.
Owh yeah, I forgot to tell you guys a story. I went to Kuching during the school's very short holiday. On my flight back to Brunei, I sat next to these 2 women. During the 1 hour flight, all they talked about was pregnancy. I butted in from time to time just to kill..well.. time XD. I had no say at all when they changed the topic to breastfeeding. =.=" Instead all I could do was sit there and listen. Breastfeeding is awesome XD.
So I guess thats it for now, I havent been blogging and I found that my english has dropped drastically ever since the 3 China men took over the school's office. I dont blame them eventhough its obviously their fault for speaking such..cra..I mean improper english =P. But they are who they are, so yeah C=.
I took some pictures of sunrises and sunsets while I was in Kuching and Miri and I wanna show it to you guys C=.
