It’s definitely not sunny because it’s night time (Ha! :P). Neither rainy nor windy. I’m not sure if it’s cloudy, but I’m guessing it is because there are no stars on the sky. I miss you.

Reporting from Brunei Darussalam,

Aime Veniece!!

Food Food Food.

Day Two,

I had my very first Subway since coming here and it was goooooddd..=D I didnt do much today. I got a haircut and slept the whole day. Juan, my roomie is back from Penang =D We went to Sunway Pyramid for our dinner, which is at Subway.

I ordered the Chicken Teriyaki, I couldnt handle the footlong, So I just took the half.

We then went to buy some stationary and Juan bought the sweetest cupcakes I have ever tasted. It makes everything else taste dull. Its just really sweet but every bite taste like heaven. They're quite pricey at $25 for half a dozen, but you cant put a price on heaven!! =D

I didn't know what to get so I just pointed at the ones that looked pretty.

So that was my Sunday. I was suppose to go KLCC and explore today, but my legs failed to function properly. It has been that way for quite some time now. I'm just not used to walking that much. If you guys ever come to KL, call me up. I miss you guys. =D

And Aime, I miss you. =C

You Know I Love You.

My Empty Apartment.

I have decided to resurrect my blog as I am now living in the my own country, the one that is truly Asia, Malaysia. =D I've been here for about a week now studying in Taylor's College Subang and I have met some incredible people. They were beyond extraordinary. They're my classmates, PE5s!! =D Awesome awesome people.

So after getting lost many many many times here. I've finally have a vivid map of my surroundings. And I have decided to dedicate this blog to my life in KL. And I'll try to blog everyday. But if I can't, I'm sorry. But I will upload pictures everyday. At least one a day to show you guys the highlight of my day C=.


So I'll begin with today as Day One, because today is the first day I called my apartment my home C=.

Its Saturday which means its a holiday here. I decided to go out and explore the state that is Selangor. I met a guy on the Setia Jaya station. His name was Eddie, CHEF Eddie. He was a nice man. He gave me his number and would show me around sometime. =D I went to KL Sentral, and looked at the many many destinations I could visit. But a call from Joey helped me pick my destination in a flash. Mid Valley, owhh how I miss their Luo Han Guo drink and the cuteness of the pet animals found in Pet Wonderland. I decided to do a little shopping before visitng Joey.

I met Joey at Seputeh train station where I got lost waiting for her =.= She came with a friend of hers who can actually speak Japanese O.O (Half Chinese Half Japanese ma) We went to this Japanese Fair where they demonstrated Japanese Cultures and food. I had my first Sake =D Its way better than a normal alcoholic drink. It just tastes...better. Joey had to go back to work after that, 2 of the guys who were with us brought me to OUG. I shopped there for a while and went back home. I walked the wrong way home =.=

Anyhoo..I'll leave you with a couple of pictures. C=



You Know I Love You.

I Stand By My Means To Survive.

Welcome home, while away
They have tampered with the locks
And your things they rearranged
"We propose...a better way"
Said the note they left behind
In their wake of disarray

You fell in place
Don't fall asleep
They'll find us here
I know a place, to disappear
As a voice proclaimed

What we are is the sum of a thousand lies
What we know is almost nothing at all
But we are what we are till the day we die
Or till we don't have the strength to go on
Till we don't have the strength to go on

Let us cry, let us be
Let us open up our hearts
Without fear of anything
Faith alone's all we need
To traverse this burning bridge
Now before it gets too late

You claim, "it's fine"
But the heart reveals
What smiles betray
Your sad, sad eyes
Gave you away
Don't you know

What we are is the sum of a thousand lies
What we know is almost nothing at all
But we are what we are till the day we die
Or till we don't have the strength to go on
Till we don't have the strength to go on

Our shoulders bear an awful weight
But still we trudge on just the same
Our colors run then leave a stain
They blacken our once honest name
How can we argue, tell me
Over the fury and the fire
How many times can we tell you that we
Are not like you, we see right through
The poor disguise that fails to fool
The wary eye is trained on you

What we are is the sum of a thousand lies
What we know is almost nothing at all
But we are what we are till the day we die
Or till we don't have the strength to go on
Till we don't have the strength to go on

What we are is the sum of a thousand lies
What we know is almost nothing at all
But we are what we are till the day we die
Or till we don't have the strength to go on
Till we don't have the strength to go on
Yeah, till we don't have the strength to go on.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

Fuck You.

.Kuroro Lucifer.

I Have The Rights To My Own Fantasy.

Friendships...Relationships...they're pretty much one big confusion. I had a good day. Will it remain that way tomorrow?? I had fun celebrating Teacher Annie and Teacher Mawar's birthdays today. As I sat at the back of class, sipping my green tea alone in the dark, I cant help but to smile watching all my friends having fun. The friendships we've established all these years. Will this be our final birthday celebration in school??

To see my friends running with joy and laughter, trying to shove creams onto each other's faces. And to think, 5 more months from now, it will all be gone. Friends from left to right, we might see each other again but I might not get to see them all together in one class. As I sat there, I told joel and Rahat what the future might be like. And there was nothing else to do but to make a toast. Rahat, Joel, Hawaii, Jasmine, Cynthia and I. Cheers to the last year of St.George's School.

I felt like the whole class was a team. No...I felt like the whole class was my family. Seeing Joey taking pictures with Haziq and Hafiz. How Joel took a napkin and wiped off cream from Joey's face. How Dayat tried to put cream on haziq's face and how Maria got creamed in the end. We're a family man. Its been one hell of a run. We've reached half of our journey and the other half is just about to begin.

I love my form 5Bs. Not because they're the only ones I've got but because they're the only class I want to have. Yes, we're playful. I know..But we made memories. And they're all worth it.


Relationships...its funny how everything started off mushy..followed by all the lovey-dovey crap. Then everything slows down. You begin to settle down..and everything goes on as normal. You manage to find out her flaws and you'll be saying that they dont matter because you'll still love her. But that's not entirely true. Once the settling down is over, you begin to get irritated because her flaws has become a nuisance to you and you'll be saying things like "She's not what she used to be." But once you really overlook those flaws, you'll find out that loving her is just that simple.

To be honest, I always thought Aime was the only annoying one. Her sentences always end with and instead of a fullstop. Her letters are longer than my English essay and all the things that she try hard to do in order to impress me, I find most of them annoying. But I knew that she was trying to make an effort in our relationship. And those peak moments when she really gets on your nerves. Those moments drove me into insanity. But looking back at them, they became a chapter in our relationship.

Aime, I realised that you're not the only annoying on in the relationship. All girls are. I'm not being sexist. But they're just making an effort in the relationship. I found that out when I was dining in excapade. There was this woman who ordered a green coloured beverage and she took a sip from the straw. Judging by her expression, she must have loved it. What she did was, she asked the boyfriend to take a sip but the boyfriend rejected. She told him not to be like that and just take a sip, again, she was rejected. She then shoved the drink right infront of his face and demanded the boyfriend to drink it, so he did and he went "Happy Now??" and all the girlfriend could do was smile. I'm not talking about teenage love here..I'm talking about a man and a woman probably in their late 20s. Even they act childish too.

Aime, I may get mad. I may get disappointed. But that doesnt mean that I dont love you. I cant even imagine myself doing things alone anymore. Because everything I've done, I've done it with you and although I may hate some of them, I've reliased that it sucks doing them alone. I need company..I need your company..I need your love..I need you. I love you.

" The Fatter You Are, The More Love I Get To Shove Into You"
Andy Chung.

Shut Up Your Mouth-a!!

This insomnia or migraine or whatever crap it is, is just awesome.. just awesome. I'm dead tired. I can't sleep, I roll around my bed having crappy thoughts about useless events in my life. My back hurts alot. I get paranoid really really easy with the headache crushing into my brain. I feel like taking my anger out at someone like Jasmine..but that'd be too mean. So yeah. This headache is just awesome..Cant be happier.

.Kuroro Lucifer.